I cant really tell you how alone i feel and alomst out of place. I some times wish i could see wht God was wanting me to see out of that. I know there i reason to why im single. and why i am here in this moment. I really wish i could see what he is trying to tell me. Mainly because i fel content but i really wish i was at a different place in my life. I dunno its so hard to ezplain<
I sometimes dont get how people say i need to open up and when i do there not there.

Sigh.. i dunno.